ah just what i needed.. ma computer started doing all weird so it sended this thing friggin 5 times =__=
I'm fcking pissed btw.. i fucked up last 2 band practises badly cuz.. i hate maself for.. like not being able to do some things with singing.. >__> i mean.. i wanted it so bad but no ma damn body keeps blocking it so i can't say anything.. so nothing happened and since i already felt horrible ma mum thought.. lets make it a bit worse so i'm friggin depressed pissed and whatever i'm not in the mood to do anything.. since i'll know i'll fuck it up.. i got two tests tday i didn't study for those at all.. i tried but i gave up cuz i couldn't remember anything i just learned.. so that'll be great.. btw i really hate ppl that keep telling me i can do something.. cuz i know that myself.. and don't ask me why it didn't work out like ma mum did.. HECK THAT I KNOW? not like i want it not to happen rite? =__=.. i'm friggin stressed lately and i can't do anything.. to make maself feel good.. and prolly ma friend will it make a bit worse at school again too .__. so i guess this'll be an awesome day =__=

..bye

Btw.. Sephi.. or whatever i should call ya .__. i know you're pissed about something and i'm sorry alright?.. =__= .. i have no idea annymore what to say to ya.. i tried but you just kept ignoring me.. i hope you'll forgive me for what i said though i dnno what i said wrong.. >___> sorry annyways